A lil’ update.

Have you ever felt annoyed while talking to parents on the phone?

I just did. I got really annoyed at them cause I’ve been trying to call my mom since 3pm. There’s nothing huge about it cause I just want to call them and ask them how was their day as usual. I love calling them in the middle of the day.

Then they called me at 10:30pm and the first thing they said weren’t how were you… But why is your face?

My insecurity about myself is always my face, and of course both of my legs.

I know, this doesn’t define who you are, but yea this happened.

I’ve been dealing with acne problems or should I said digestive problems lately and causing my acnes to pop out drastically.

But whatsoever, I basically answered yes and no to every questions they asked me. And I just don’t feel like talking to them.. Furthermore, their internet signal was poor af.

I teared upΒ a little after ending their call. I just feel like I shouldn’t be like that, I shouldn’t be annoyed, I should have just let it be.. In fact, they are just being concerned about you.

I feel like I’ve been dealing with emotions lately. I have been super emotional. Last weeks when I wasΒ travelling with my dad in Busan, we decided to go to a spa and sauna place where they have separate locker rooms for men and women, and I’ve been looking for my dad for an hour after changed. After seeing him dressed up after being in the sauna room by himself, I literally teared up. I cried not because I thought I’s lost him, I cried because of anger.

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*P.S. I’m sorry, is this even write accordingly. I don’t think you understand neither do I.

 

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